Dear Trans- [Ching-In Chen]

Dear Trans-

awkward:

I heard a rumor. Is it true the nervous woman
excited by diversity
pulled you aside by the front door?
No reference to                     evidence-

based on what? asked you to fill out an entitlement form       to receive dirty housing?

No, I heard a rumor.
About your daily
gender. Under vulnerable
tongue. They say, a science-based flaw enforced appropriate shunning.

No, this rumor –

you’re a body who spores a scrubbed front
dares to sit in front
opens the door for conversation?
Ask me about the rumor you heard.

I add diversity to the appropriate container.

I grow entitlement—
it’s not a science—
based conversation.
The earth holds no gaps. No mistakes.

Words like fetus-

trans-
like
gender

don’t slide into line easy.

 

Ching-In Chen is author of The Heart’s Traffic (Arktoi Books/Red Hen Press) and recombinant (Kelsey Street Press), which won a 2018 Lambda Literary Award for Transgender Poetry, as well as co-editor of The Revolution Starts at Home: Confronting Intimate Violence Within Activist Communities (South End Press; AK Press) and Here is a Pen: an Anthology of West Coast Kundiman Poets (Achiote Press). They have received fellowships from Kundiman, Lambda, Watering Hole, Callaloo, Can Serrat, and Imagining America. They are also part of Macondo and Voices of Our Nations Arts Foundation writing communities. They are a poetry editor for the Texas Review. They can be found online at www.chinginchen.com

Inspiration: I’ve been trying to write this poem for months, but somehow placing the words on the page only produced more and more anxiety for me – representative of the anxiety I’ve been carrying around with me recently as a result of so many of these attempts to exclude and legislate trans people out of existence. I didn’t want to merely reproduce the words on a page without transforming them so I chose to re-situate them into new journeys, new angles to peer through.

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MDR-TB [Helen Townsend]

She believes me when
I tell her it isn’t personal.
We explain it’s evidence-based
that we have to watch her
take every dose
that she has to sit alone
in a hotel room we pay for
that she can’t leave
without a mask
that we have to test
all of her friends
at the shelter.
Science says TB floats in the air.
We tell her we don’t test
her for HIV because
she looks the part.
We tell her it is science-based.
We base our tests on science.
It is science-based to say
TB and HIV make each other worse
like lies plus zealotry.
She doesn’t like to be called vulnerable.
She worked
as a rodeo clown
until a bull threw her
into a fence.
She had a dentist
and all of her teeth
until the divorce.
She apologized to the fetus
for the bad luck
of no birth vs. birth into
fists and teeth flying.
She apologized once.
She says she doesn’t feel entitled
to forgiveness or praise.
She considers herself down on her luck.
We explain in our line of work
an entitlement is a promise
to the old ones for a roof
to the young ones for a chance.
For the promises that require money
a promise to provide the money.
We tell her it’s not just the poor.
Even lucky ones
can get TB.
Everyone breathes.
She worries about the
transgender woman
who slept on the cot next to her
worries about what she will do
worries if she will ever see her again.
They held hands
at night to go to sleep.
She tells us about
the diversity of sounds
on the street
how the animals and insects
trade places in the mind
how the wind smells
different in the sun
how boots in the alley
sound like snapping traps
how bathrooms with
room to turn around
and signage that says
whatever feel homey
how hallways
never feel kind
and how it’s been so long
since she had her own stove
that she’s afraid to turn it on.
The time she tried to boil
water for ramen
she meditated
on the flames and bubbles
until the bottom of the pan
crusted over
and the fire alarm went off
in a diversity of profanity
and the hotel manager
cursing the health department
and whores like her.
She asks if hate is science-based
or evidence-based.
She swallows her pills
and I leave
with a fist in my throat.

 

Helen Townsend, TB Nurse Consultant and poem writer, lives and works in Indianapolis. She tweets at @prsgrlks.
Inspiration: The inspiration for this poem came directly from my work. The woman who inhabits this poem, while fictional, embodies so many of the risk factors and the needs of our clients.

Nothing gets me high anymore [Catherine Pond]

Listen, if you like big things, you’ll love these fires. They’re bigger than ever,
bigger than that button on your desk. In California we sit around free-basing

facts, reading science-based reports about the dawn of the Anthropocene era,
but don’t let that worry you. In fact, you should come to California sometime:

you’d love our transgender moon, glowing and spinning like every other
celestial being. And the diversity of our golden sunsets, spread out

like a stock portfolio across the sky — you’d be all over it. I should warn you:
abortion is legal here and we’re not scared off by photos of dead fetuses.

On the upside, your face will fit right in. We’ve got just as much entitlement
as the East Coast, and although sometimes the Hollywood liberal elite

use big words, I can coach you before your arrival. For instance, propaganda
is an old-fashioned term meaning ‘alternative facts’ as in, statements

that are not evidence-based and/or which contradict the evidence, such as
‘I never raped my own wife’ or ‘I’m a great President, the greatest of all time.’

Seriously, I don’t see any reason why we can’t all get along. I’m sure you could
teach me a few things. And in return I’ll teach you some poetry,

including all the best lines by the best poets. Like Shakespeare, who wrote:
Thou doth protest too much. Or ee cummings, who noted:

Nobody, not even the rain, has such small hands.

 

Catherine Pond’s writing has appeared in Boston Review, Narrative, Rattle, and many more. She is a PhD candidate in Literature and Creative Writing at the University of Southern California.

Inspiration: I wrote this poem in response to Trump’s tweet in which he brags that his nuclear button is bigger than Kim Jong Un’s. But it’s also about my frustration and disgust in general with the current administration.

 

The Magnificent Seven: Seven Decades of New York Times Headlines [Katherine Abrams]

i.
Vulnerable Potentate (1972)
Vulnerable Places (2008)
Vulnerable Buildings (2002)
Vulnerable Citizens (2002)
Vulnerable Software (2003)
The Vulnerable Become More Vulnerable (2005)

ii.
What Entitlement Is (1981)
Entitlement Bungling (1994)
The Curse of Entitlement (2007)
Bankers’ Sense of Entitlement (2010)
Entitlement Reform for the Entitled (2012)
Jared Kushner’s Entitlement is New Jersey Born and Bred (2017)

iii.
Diversity (1947)
Diversity (1955)
Diversity Training (1999)
Diversity is Not in Your Head (2017)
Tech’s Troubling New Trend: Diversity Is in Your Head (2017)

iv.
Milestones in the American Transgender Movement (2015)
Rights Unit Finds Bias Against Transgender Student (2013)
Transgender at the CIA (2015)
Judges Lifts Transgender Restrictions in Military (2017)
How Should High Schools Define Sexes for Transgender Athletes? (2017)
Twitter Has a Transgender Problem (2017)

v.
What’s the Value of a Fetus? (2003)
To Protect a Fetus from Violence (2001)
Rights of the Fetus (1972)
The Woman Behind the Fetus (1989)
Risking Safety of Fetus (2000)

vi.
Evidence-Based Medicine (2001)
What We Mean When We Say Evidence-Based Medicine (2017)
Alcoholics Anonymous and the Challenge of Evidence-Based Medicine (2015)
Liability and Standards in Evidence-Based Medicine (2010)

vii.
Jerusalem Planning to Develop Park for Science-Based Industry (1968)
In Science-Based Medicine, Where Does Luck Fit In? (2006)

 

Katherine Abrams is a poet, educator, mother, and feminist who desperately wishes to open the eyes of those who just don’t see what’s happening.

Inspiration: This poem is inspired by the unnerving events since the swearing in of the Trump administration, and the way the news media has been belittled and devalued by that administration. The use of New York Times headlines reframes important the work journalists do while reflecting on the terms being censored at the CDC as public terms, used in public forums, to describe public events and increase public understanding.

 

 

(en) Title (ment) [Sima Rabinowitz]

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Sima Rabinowitz’s poem “Nuestra Música” appeared in the March 29, 2017 issue of Writers Resist.

Inspiration: As a science writer whose work engages me in writing about basic, translational, clinical, and population health research, I read or write the phrase “evidence-based” almost every day. The irony in this governmental censorship of, and assault on, language is that “evidence” is, in many ways, a completely subjective concept.

The beginning comes after you bury your dead [Mateo Lara]

For my friends

Tu sabes, las palabras se convirtieron en el enemigo.
Pero así es como empieza todo.

how gripping a swollen moon
could scatter its powerful display
Retracting gleaming golden hints
To what would survive the next drought of science-based evidence
In becoming wild and remote in
Someone’s glinting eyes.
Cross your heart, hope to die, in the face of God
White stripes on your red lies, blue across our savage lands.
Tell me what escapes from this experiment on our tired words
I only get one chance to feel this rumbling and crashing
Making sense of
this entitlement: grief swarms
I’m vulnerable in every piece of brown flesh
Showing and glowing as the storm hits.
They are shocked at burning hands
diversity among rotting corpses
decaying in the wombs of
some deity you couldn’t understand
the fetus of ignorance in our mouths
what will you do now?
It’s a test-subject, evidence-based mess, determining my unruly queen
Is something to be snuffed out, she will outlive all your houses
Stalking your after thought
Breathing under dirt
I feel the “crashing-down”
Our vulnerable stance
Come clinging and tricking us
Evaporating the magic
Of our transgender brothers and sisters
Sleeping in their glittery shadow
On my wall, come rebirth in my breath
Or take yourself somewhere safer
In kingdom stolen at midnight
Rising, buzzing science of aftermath trauma
On our new world.
Come needing, fulfilling prophecy
Power on bruised ribs, come seek what will fall
Palm, not giving up
Palabras
Así es como termina.

 

Mateo Lara is from Bakersfield, California. He is studying English Literature at CSU Bakersfield. He is proud to be latinx, learning to embrace his identity inside history, language, and culture. His poems have been featured in The New Engagement and EOAGH. He has a chapbook, X Marks the Spot, on Amazon.

Inspiration: The inspiration for my piece came from the idea of silencing people and taking away words. Where’s the beginning when we keep seeing the dissolving of identity and acceptance? I wanted to reflect defiance and strength. I hope I achieved that.